MY HUSBAND

well as everyone knows i am absolutley 1000% totally heads over heels in love with the most wonderful man i have ever met the only other man i have ever met that could make my simon come a close second is my dad, i love the way we can look at each other and can be in conversation and know what each other is going to say next or be thinking the same thing at the same time, not only is he my bestest friend i have ever had i never realised that at 25 when i was giving birth to our first child that he would also turn out to be the greatset dad too, i never have seen such a devoted dad, most men when they finish work either go to the pub or just want the kids to leave them alone cause they're tired but my simon he is one in a million as you all know he is a refuse collector which means early start (about 5am) and my favourite bit early finish (1pm) and everyday he comes straight gets cleaned up and everyday without fail he does the school run with me and then we take the kids to the park i love him so much i love it when it gets to about 12:30 lunchtime and i start getting a tingly in my tummy cause i know he's going to be home soon and i get all excited and i live for fridays cause i know he is home all weekend. i am so lucky to have found simon at such an early age i was only 20 when we met, i have many friends who have failed marriages or relationships behind them and i feel proud that i have found the perfect man first time and he is my world i don't think all the love songs and poems and words in the world could even come close to saying how much i am in love with my husband, i am proud to say i am his wife and he is my husband and i am so proud i have his name, on december 21st we will be married 10 years and it has been the best 10 years of my life so far he truly is my soulmate simon I LOVE YOU.

hopefully this should be a photo of the kids

MISS YOU DAD
well i can't believe that on friday (25th) my precious dad has been passed a year it is actually a year today that they stopped all medical treatment apart from morphine to stop pain, i really miss you dad what i would do for one more bear hug you were such a big proud man all 6'6'' of you my gentle giant dad i think the one thing i find the hardest is that i have nowhere to visit you but you are always in my heart and mind and that can't be taken away from me this is a little poem which is so true:-
if tears could build a stairway,
and memories build a lane,
i'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.
how true that poem is i shall be lighting a candle friday and saying my prayer and celebrating that i was lucky enough to have you as my dad i love you dad xx

my family well hopefully if i've done this right this should go on my page, must admit though haven't been on pc for a while been a bit busy. just a quick hey to our cousin monica and husband allen and 3 GORGEOUS babies, i also check out the blogs of your friends monica who comment on your blog and was so sad to see about your friend kelley and her husband ed and also on your friends troy and sherry's blog about their friend kelly and her husband erik it is so sad to see 2 beautiful famillies going thru such sadness your are in our thoughts at this time. i truly feel blessed to have simon in my life and this hits reality back home to make you realise how important they really are to you doesn't it.
i know in 3 weeks it has been a year since my dad passed away and i truly miss him with all my heart but i know he is at peace now and that is what keeps me going.
simon and i have 2 weeks of work now so we're going to the coast and take the kids out for days out.
as you can tell istill haven't mastered posting a photo which is a shame cause i have some cool photos of us to post but i will get there eventually after all its only taken me 3 months to figure out how to post this :) :) silly me anyway a big hug and love to everyone who knows us especially all our dear family in the u.s